silly lamb sick lion

Bella Swan: I'm not afraid of you, I'm only afraid of losing you. I feel like you're gonna disappear.
Edward Cullen: You don't know how long I've waited for you. And so the lion fell in love with the lamb.
Bella Swan: What a stupid lamb.
Edward Cullen: What a sick, masochistic lion.

~ Twilight




Feeling really sleepy right now. Eyes barely being able to open. It's only a Tuesday but I'm already hoping that the weekend is here. Not so that I can see her more. Although there is some truth that I do want to spend more quality time with her, just being with her. But more so because I really want time to love her. Been really busy and have not been able to jot more for her each day. I really love you bie.

It must be stated that she likes Twilight, almost bordering on being in love with the movie and the book before I met her. And somehow, I ended up watching the same movie too. It's not really the movie, it was the time we spent enjoying the company of each other. That's really important, although I did enjoy it too :) the most important things are hard to explain, that's why it's called love.

Today, my baby's going to a photoshoot and I know she's going to look wonderful tonight. I don't need her to be wonderful though tonight, I need her to be rested and I need her to be safe in her sheets until morning. I wish I could always be her shoulder when she needs to lean on, that's why when I know she needs me now, I stand by her side as much as I can. I know she does not think stuff like this is important and maybe it will not touch her so much. But all that does not matter, what matters is, what do I do, what do we do with the time given to us. Even when I know she can't spend much time with me, I just want to be right here for her. That's the least I can do for her.

Baby, every second even when you're not physically present, I know you are near. I hope you feel the same too because my hand is always here waiting to hold yours. Smile for me baby, you're wonderful tonight.

PS. Bie, I love you. And if you ever need me, I'm right here for you.