Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
I wrote a blog post earlier with this song, "Don't Want to Close my Eyes" only to get your sms. This song means something to both of us. Besides the bald coolness of Bruce Willis, a great movie and an even greater soundtrack, when we started out, this song kept appearing and its so true, I can't close my eyes when you're near. My hands were dancing the rhythm of joy. I decided how can the world be happy when you are sad? So I tore it apart, hit delete and started again. Our sky is raining bie because you're sad. My writings earlier were filled with notes of happiness but like any good weather channel, my mind now reflects gentle drops of rain. I will hold your hand bie through this trying times, make sure that you're not lost admist all these waves. Stand firm with you now when you need me.
I believe that everything happens for a reason and sometimes we do not see the reasons when things do not seem to add up or simply does not make sense to us now. I wish I had a reason to comfort her or to at least make sense of all that is happening. Despite all this, I want to believe that today is beautiful. No matter the days that come our way, as long as we are still holding strong, be it thuderstorm or whilrwind, the sun always shines after that and when it does shine, it shines all the more beautiful. We may seem insignificant to all that happens but what makes us human is when we decide what to do with what we have.
Bie, I wish I could write comforting words and beautiful phrases to steal your heart away again today. But my weather antenna is all messed up by your sad waves and nothing is that important anymore when you appear. The most important things in life are not things and nothing is more important than you today. Baobei, both my baby and my greatest treasure, I love you and am here for you. Always.
Pulling the sheets as the air con blasted after the rain yesterday, I still remember the hot shower just minutes earlier. Was running quite a sweat and my eyes were dreamy. Nothing beats hiding behind the comforter after a hot shower in the rain. Lifes like that I guess. Yesterday was pure heaven and today might be hell in some ways. One thing that sustains us always is passion. Passion in everything that we see and experience everyday. EvilJanet is simply right that its not about the pace, its the intensity of the journey that we are living with. I believe that even in the storm of the moment, our love will pull us through. I love you baby. More so now in the dark hours. Singing this song under the stars while dancing on the sand, bie, I love you. I don't want to close my eyes, waltz with me through today too.
PS. Bie, hold my hand and lets watch that rainbow after the rain.
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