you and me in the rain..dance with me

Charles: There I was, standing there in the church, and for the first time in my whole life I realised I totally and utterly loved one person. And it wasn't the person next to me in the veil. It's the person standing opposite me now... in the rain.
Carrie: Is it still raining? I hadn't noticed.



Am sick today and the worse thing is that my baby is sick too. Friday's are supposed to be full of joy and yes, my day started perfect in the warmth of her hand and the beauty of her eyes. There is no other perfection than to wake up and start a day in the arms of the person who is most important to you. I felt ill from the moment my eyes slit open but for just a few moments, that few moments I held her in my arms, everything escaped and the only thing I saw was her. That is pure happiness.

Baby, I wish I could carry you now when you need me at this moment. Like Johnny Depp in the corpses bride, today with this hand I will lift your sorrows. Your cup will never be empty, for I will be your wine. With this candle, I will light your way into darkness. With this post, I ask you to be mine. Today when you're feeling down or upset about anything, my hand is here to lift you up. What you need, the most important things in life, I will be and today when you need me, I am always here for you. And when you are lost or feel lonely, I will be your candle lighting any darkness you may see. And with this post, I ask you to share my today and everyday with me.

Today, when I drove to the clinic just less than half an hour earlier, the sun was beautiful and I thought about you. How difficult it must be to drive to somewhere you don't want to go and I am here with you baby. Then and later when you need to be at another day of training, I am with you every second and every step of the way. So don't feel down or upset about anything, I love you and I'm here for you.

Looking forward to just having time after today to rest and be with you. I miss you right now and you're everything on my mind. Can't wait to see you soon baby and I'm going to rest and make sure that I'm healed so that I can take care of you in return when we meet. Today is beautiful baby and hold my hand as we see how beautiful today will be.

PS. Bie, you're beautiful today and like yesterday and everyday, you are my reasons. You are all my reasons. Miss you so much.