Tuesday, November 17, 2009

there's nothing I would change

I wouldn't change one second of our life together.

~ Clare Abshire, The Time Traveler's Wife



You left today and I'm here with the taste of your lips. I will be here waiting baby for you. As usual, I start the day when you are gone by saying this little prayer for you. That my God will keep you safe wherever you are flying and I will be here waiting and be good for you. I wouldn't change one second of our life we have together even the times like these when you have to go away. I think in some ways it makes us stronger in our love and in this relationship. Yes, it is painful but it's not easy to love someone perfect.

Last night, we both couldn't sleep well. I think mine was really because I was scared of sending you off again in the morning and saying goodbye for a while. Today really is beautiful and it's beautiful because it's sustained by your memory. Today there is no reason to be sad because here we are walking this road together. I said goodbye but in all reality you are here with me and I am with you right now in that plane.

Baby, when you go away, I like to write you a story so this one's for you today.

There was this meadow in a faraway land called "Baby won't you tell me why, there's sadness in your eyes". On this meadow, there was a lamb and he had no name because he did not belong. He galloped day and night happily minding his own business. He often hummed to the tune of, "All I Have to Give" while strolling down a stream or buzzing with the song of "Love Me For a Reason" while trekking down hillsides. There was an air of peace in the meadows alike "I can see clearly now the rain is gone" but there was this emptiness in the air because "Where is the Love?".

The lamb would search under every rock, behind every hill and follow every stream but he could not even be "Accidentally In Love". Every lamb he sought never fit and he could never sing "Your Body is a Wonderland". This was until the lamb came by lo and behold, a lion. Approaching merrily, he asked her, "If you're not the one, then why does my heart feel glad. Today~". To which the lion replied, "Nothing's Going to Change My Love for You". Bleating in happyness, the lamb shouting to the skies, this is the "Shape of My Heart" and I will love you with "All I Have to Give". "Sarang Hae Dwel Gae Yo", the little lamb proposed and the lion roared in agreement.

They rode high and long into the sunset. "Somewhere Over the Rainbow, blue birds fly". Many a day was all about "Bringing Sexyback". And they wandered far and wide, seeing all parts of the meadow. But one day came when the lion heard distress cries and she had to leave to go back to help her kind. And in that moment, she replied "Angels Brought Me Here" and to here I will retun. "Wait For Me", she replied. The lamb waited day and night. Some days he sang, "It Feels Like Tonight" and other days, "I Wanna Love You". And time passed but he never left and always waited.

One day, out of the horizon, she came back singing "Let me Go Home" for my heart is with my lamb and she roared, "I'd come for you". And the lamb too ran to met his destiny. "Truly Madly Deeply" he ran. No one knew what happened in between to the lion while she went but most importantly, the lamb loved and waited with "All I Have to Give". No one knew much either what traspired or happened but the story continues. They say there are myths in songs like "Better Today" and "Lathika's theme". But what's important is that the lamb will wait for his happyness, his only happyness to return.

~ The End ~

PS. Bie, today is beautiful and I hope this story made you smile a little bit. I'm here missing you. This I can not lie. I smile for you and I hope you are smiling for me too. Love you baby. Muacksss

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