What is beautiful

Perhaps it is good to have a beautiful mind, but an even greater gift is to discover a beautiful heart.

~ A Beautiful Mind



She wants to live life. And the conclusion is that I too simply want to live life with her. Writing this down, I know she will not read this again today and I really do not know when she will. But when she does, I hope what she sees is that she's the only thing that matters to me. That she's the only thing that I always see. She told me yesterday to find something that I will be passionate about in life and something that interests me. I was so tempted to tell her that I have found mine and I am contented with that one thing for life, her. She's got her heart in many places but I have mine in one, its always her. She's my reason, she's all my reasons and the wonder of it all is she does not really know how much I love her.

Life is simple. At times when I am lost, there is only one way to find my direction and that way is to go back to the start. When I am lost, I simply remind myself to back to the basics and remember why do I love her and everything becomes so clear.

Today she's smiling again and that is all I can ask for. She's beautiful today again. It's not her makeup that makes her beautiful although she believes so, it's always her smile. She's beautiful because she can't stop making me smile. She's anxious about whether or not she will get the role. I'm confident that she will, simply because she is that gracious and expressive enough to earn her chance. And simply because if she doesn't get this, she will try again. All I can do is watch her be happy and be happy for her. I truly am happy for her at her finally living her life. Because I too truly am living mine.

It's been a while since I last heard this song but guess it's appropriate for her right now.

你愛我像誰
我什麼都沒有
只是有一點吵
如果你感到寂寞
我帶給你熱鬧
為你繞一繞
沒有什麼大不了
卻可以讓你微笑
其實我很煩惱
只是你看不到
如果我也不開心
怕(而)你轉身就逃

愛上一個人
一定要讓他相信
這世界多麼美好
對每個人
都說還好
我的心我的情你不需要明瞭
只要我對你好
這樣的溫柔你要不要

其實你愛我像誰
扮演什麼角色我都會
快不快樂我無所謂
為了你開心
我忘記了累不累

其實你愛我像誰
任何的表情我都能給
在你身上學會流眼淚

This world is simply beautiful when you are. It suns again when you smile and that's all that matters. Today's beautiful and it's all because of you. You are all my reasons.

PS. Bie, you are all my reasons. I know you won't read this today and both of us do not know when. But when you do, hope you know that you're everything that means anything to me. Love you.